22nd.what you've got?

i want a non oh so boring life.
the one with more of the unexpected,
something major enough to turned my life upside down.
somehow its similar like a roallercoaster ride?have you been there?
-me


so i am twenty two.vingt-deuxans in french.
well at least its not official till december?kan?
but all along the way,i kept on thinking,on this twenty two years living,have i experienced life to the fullest?i doubt.all of these years,i've tasted gist of what life could offer me and i wonder,have i done everything,so that when i grew old, and my grandchild ask me
'nenek?how was your life back then?is it interesting?'

*long pause*

so that is one matter that keep on running in my head on and on..i take pride of my 'normal girl's' reputation all this while but what if there's something more,things i haven't explore,things that i thought i wouldn't do things that i'm too afraid to try,to be different,completely from my 'cliche' self,maybe to switch on my other alter ego,my bad side..break rules,be unconventional instead of being traditional, but the point is.to be someting outrageous,something extrovert,and something out of the box.yes! i want to do something out of the box.


however,of course,there will be line between my idealism of being something you are usually not and being normal and acceptable in normal circumstances.like movie inception,i'll made my thing to spin whenever i want to seperate the norm and my fantasies.haha jokes!

i've made myself a promise.to live my life to the fullest.do everything i possibly could. so when next time or in another 50 years time,when my grandchild ask:
'nenek,when you were my age,interesting tak life you?'
*cucu aku panggil I,you je?haha

'yes honey,i did a lot of things,see a lot of people, do you want me to share it with you?where do we begin?'
*big smile.

-until something i done and itching to post it here,au revoir!

*i'm thinking of socializing my way to clubs,night life... they say m.o.s is the hippiest club in town currently*naughty thought. lets do something about it.
ciao amore!