Wherever we are, we should always learn to love it, make the most of it and always be grateful."(proudduck,2010)
so this is my response,nahh not like a response really,just want to share my thought to her says:)
where have life taken you?
for me.it was totally.repeated totally different from what i've expected.
well growing up,i love to plan my life path, what i want to be, but the main idea that at that time i was like imagining my older/mature self in a better place.
when i'm 6, i wanted to be a doctor so bad,i dont know why,unlike most kids which hate to go to the clinic,me?no.i loveee to go there,(*a very handsome doctor is a bonus points) haha but i dont know i just love to be there, i am not affraid of blood, so that is what made me think that,yah1 i want to be a doctor.i will. plus with of all the encouragement from mak,pak, 'bagus bagus.doktor bagus.'
that life path i planned did not just stop there and then. i make myself, i set my mind, to love science, but there i was forgetting to remember,God already set up different routes for me. and one of the hints God dropped for me is that, i've come to remember,that i hated maths so bad that i just hate to see numbers, clock also.haha *back then i was so dumb in knowing how clock works,time,bla blah..*
BUT see?how come you loved science so much but you cant even look at numbers right?
maths and science related to each other,its like i always get B ,or A for my science in primary,but C or D for my maths.isn't that weird?(so suicidal to reveal your grades on blog,but.nah nevermind!)
so until then i've come to realize that doctors and i we're not meant to be.someone else maybe.
and then i developed new interest. and i set my 'new' life path, i want to be a novelist pulak.! doink! haha i know poyo.but hey, i got story to tell here?
mm..i was like in standard 5 or so..cant recall but that was that.i somehow unleashed my new talent in writing, i wrote short stories during my past time, poem, and suddenly i loved Bahasa Melayu so much!
there was one time i got 96% for my writing paper,nice eh?so that what made me think,okay, maybe i am meant to be a novelist perhaps. so i started to sharpen my skills,and at that time, luckily i got a friend that has same interest just as mine.(she is now future journalist to-be),so we wrote and commented on each other's work. and lets see that last like soon as before i started high school.
but however in highschool, i once again changed my interest to gave advice on people.HAHA again poyo right?i joined counseling clubs,Pembantu Rakan Sebaya, i thought okay.novelist is boring. and the list goes on and on,i want to be journalist, i want to be artist,opss?haha
years goes by.although i might say this is not what i choose.but it was what God has saved up for me.it's always the best.i finished my diploma for three full of fun years in the most rural area,SEGAMAT! YEAY! for me!
and now on my way on finishing my degree and soon a librarian to be.insyallah.some
of my besties were also taken by suprised when life takes them to totally different dirrection,ada yang bakal jadi wartawan, ada yang sudah bekerja, which is what they've not even dreamed from the very beginning.
i don't know what the future brings.and i've learned life could totally suprised us like SUPRISED! with no cake and candles. for whatever may come,i'm ready! *i just hope in future manalah tahu tiba tiba life says suprise! you're now a royalty babeyhh! nice eh?SEKIAN.:)
untill something is written here again.au revoir!
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